Anyone who's ever had to work for a living can appreciate
the great frustration in finding a proper learning seder. Fortunately, the Gra
has a number of programs at nighttime for those who can set aside time then.
There are however, many of us self-employed folk who have the
liberty to devote time in the morning to learning but have great difficulty in
finding something to fit into our schedule.
The trouble is double-fold. The yeshiva and Kollel world is
set up to learn their morning seder between 9am -1 pm. If you can only learn
until 8-11, or 9-12 (or a variation of that, which is very likely if you work
full time) you are left, what I call, “Kollelless.” Abandoned, it is not
uncommon to find such folks lurking in dark shul hallways sheepishly pinning up
notices looking for other frustrated closet averichem to learn those very same
awkward hours in the morning time.
Fortunately, the Gra has something that I have not seen or
heard of before in any other place. A Workers Kollel. Perhaps my description, a
“Workers Kollel” summons up images of a type of labor union, short stocky
muscular guys with three days growth of beard on their face, clad in blue shirts
with their sleeves rolled up, smoking cigars, leaning on their gemara's, whilst
speaking in gruff voices about Abaye and Rava clutching a plastic cup of black
coffee with their stained hands.
Well, it's all true, except for the three days growth of
beard, the cigars, the gruff voices, and the stained hands. Well, actually,
there are a couple sofrim in the kolel, so there are a few stained hands.
Morning seder starts daily at 8:45 with R. Kornfeld giving a
shiur in Mishna Berurah. What makes the shiur successful is not only the rav's
precision in explaining the intricacies of the Mishna Berurah, but also
explaining the areas that the Mishna Berurah does not address.
Currently there are approximately 30 people in the Kollel in
the morning. Fortunately, we also have three rebbeim who are giving shiur to us.
The levels of the Kollel range from beginner to those with several years of
experience. It is impossible for me to give a biography of the rebbeim in this
short piece, and I am not doing justice when I minimize my descriptions to say
that we have great fortune to have rebbeim who are able to explain the Gemara
with perfect clarity.
Of course, the shiurim are not given without chavrusa first.
In general, chavrusa preparation is from 9am to 10:30. The shiur is from 10:30
to 11:15. And then those of us who are able to stay continue to prepare the
following days sugia until 1 pm. The pace of the shiurim, are what you could
call “fast b'iyun.” The material is covered deeply, including Rishonim,
Shulchan Aruch and Mishna Berurah, but is kept at a pace so that ground is
covered. This brings me to another important point.
Another issue that Ba'alei Batim are often frustrated with is
the style of shiurim. Especially to the learner who has several years experience
in yeshiva, it can be extremely disappointing to find yourself in a learning
situation in which the rav is basically teaching you everything, and you are
passively soaking up the information. The thrill of battling over the Torah
until clarity is achieved the good old-fashioned way is, perhaps, the only way
to make a kinyan on Torah. Even the Gemara likens Torah to a battle, in which
even fathers and son become warring enemies of each other until the pshat is
determined, and become the greatest of friends (loose translation - Kiddushin
30b).
The rebbeim of the Kollel, recognizing this as an integral
part of the process of kinyan Torah, make sure never to spoon feed, but allow
for ample preparation and growth. The shiurim do not take away from the process
of the acquisition, but are there mainly to add further dimensions and polish to
the diamonds of wisdom we have already dug up and ground ourselves. The shiruim
too are interactive. I can recall a great many times when many of us attacked
the pshat of our beloved Gemera Rebbe, R. Tzvi Blatter, founder of the Kollel,
from all different angles (and many times, even at the same time) with shiur
erupting into a controlled but fierce fight for Emes. Plenty a pshat was bruised
in those brawls, but everyone limped home with a little more light emanating
from their face, and a little bit closer to Sinai than when they came.
Having learned in the Kollel close to a year now, I have had
the opportunity to see growth not only in myself but also in my friends. A good
friend of mine whom I had learned with recently had to take on a job which
prevented him from learning in the Kollel. In talking with him on the phone, he
expressed to me how much he had grown in the Kollel, both in skills,
understanding, and love of the Torah. I could hear that he was fired up, despite
the fact that already a couple months had passed since he had left. We talked
about our future plans, which included, we hoped, spending more time together
with the Gemara's open in front of us. Or at the very least, a Halacha sefer.
If you could have seen the way my friend had talked about the
Kollel, there wouldn't be a doubt left in your mind whether the Kollel was
having an impact or not.
In a world in which fame and fortune is most often defined as
success, it is a great relief to see so many Ba'alei Batim taking the time to kovea
itim ba'torah, even if it causes them a slight reduction in pay, or to
arrive “late” at work with the permission of their boss. There is no doubt
in my mind, that the Kollel is a success.
Tuvia Hoffman currently learns at the morning kollel at
Kehillas Hagra.